{"id":669,"date":"2008-05-08T14:54:19","date_gmt":"2008-05-08T21:54:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/valianthosting.ca\/clients\/daemon\/?p=669"},"modified":"2008-05-10T10:32:40","modified_gmt":"2008-05-10T17:32:40","slug":"wants-vs-needs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/?p=669","title":{"rendered":"wants vs. needs"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Despite the missing job title\/pay scale\/etc. in my offer letter, I re-signed my contract.  I&#8217;m keeping my fingers and toes crossed that this ends up being a good idea as I&#8217;m now committed through to mid-May 2009.  No going back to work in the private sector for another year.  I&#8217;m just going to sit here spending my time fantasizing about my mythical job reclassification and retroactive pay for a few moments.  Ah.  Wasn&#8217;t that nice?<\/p>\n<p>It just would not have been a good idea for me to be <span style=\"text-decoration: line-through;\">unemployed<\/span> a full-time student while Drew is off playing in the Sandbox. It&#8217;s a good plan.  I just need to keep telling myself that.  I&#8217;ll continue to have dental plan coverage and near weekly visits to the <span style=\"text-decoration: line-through;\">torturer<\/span><em> <\/em>dentist.  I&#8217;ll be paying into a pension plan.  I&#8217;ll continue to build my CV and work on papers for conferences and journals *I hope*. I&#8217;ll spend my days frolicking with super geniuses (and maroons) and playing in Second Life.  There&#8217;s an educational methodology to it, honest!<\/p>\n<p>Signing the contract also means that I&#8217;ll <strong><em>still <\/em><\/strong>be on track to graduate in 2011 (is it really that far away?) instead of finishing up earlier.  It means I&#8217;ll be 40 before I can finish grad school &#8211; providing I can knock the socks off of the reviewing committees and gain entry to a Master&#8217;s program.  Drew&#8217;s eligible for retirement at 41 and I&#8217;ll just be *knock wood* getting out of school!<\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m getting way ahead of myself and my current dilemma.  I want a shiny new MacBook.  I can get a shiny MacBook (or Pro) at an educational discount as a payroll deduction at work.  I didn&#8217;t buy a computer through the academic plan last year because I had just bought a new *ptooey* Dell laptop.  It&#8217;s got Vista on it.  Piece of pooh.  I know. I&#8217;ve said that before.  It bears repeating.  Anywho.  The mouse house doesn&#8217;t really have sufficient space for desktop systems.  When we bought the house a few years back I gave all my desktop systems to friends.<\/p>\n<p>Minus one.<\/p>\n<p>My Mac.  I LOVED my Mac.  The sun rose and fell on my Mac.  By the time we boxed it up for the move it was starting to show it&#8217;s age.  An old G3 beige, it could only upgrade to OS X.0.5. Leopard was never in its future.  When we moved in and set up the library\/office (after culling many books; an exercise in pain and suffering)there just wasn&#8217;t enough space in the room for a desktop computer system, printers, etc.  Something had to go and unfortunately, my beloved Mac made room for a series of PC laptops.  At the time I convinced myself I couldn&#8217;t afford to buy an iBook or MacBook laptop because I worked in a PC environment.  Mac&#8217;s cost significantly more than PC laptops at that time.  I&#8217;d succeeded in convincing myself that if I purchased a Mac I wouldn&#8217;t have been able to install company software, access the corporate VPN, link up with co-workers when I was traveling, etc.  This was, of course, before the days of decent Windows emulation software.<\/p>\n<p>Since I&#8217;d purchased a new PC laptop in January of 2007 &#8211; prior to the exodus &#8211; Drew flat out refused to allow me to purchase a Mac at the college when I accepted the position here.  I had to wait until the new year before he&#8217;d bend to my begging and pleading.  Once the new year rolled around I didn&#8217;t want to purchase the MacBook because I through the payments would be too high.  I&#8217;d have only had the option of 12 payroll deductions (6 months) instead of 24.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s where today&#8217;s post title comes into the mix.<\/p>\n<p>Since I re-signed the contract yesterday I need to make a decision asap as to whether or not to march down to the Tech Store and buy the MacBook.  The earlier I place the order, the more payroll deductions I can make in the year and the lower the payment will be.  Drew refuses to weigh in on the battle I&#8217;m holding with myself as my piddling salary covers both the payroll deduction for the MacBook and mortgage payment.  Ever since I quit the slave factory, accepted the <em>el grande pay cut<\/em> to work at the college, returned to university part time, and we managed to (finally!) finish paying off all non-mortgage related debt, we&#8217;ve been following the standard if <em>we can&#8217;t save for it and buy it in cash, we don&#8217;t need<\/em> it rule.  It&#8217;s in play for the new garage &#8211; which we desperately need &#8211; and plans for the backyard gazebo.  It&#8217;s dictating whether or not we go on vacation for the next few years.  The rule may even come into play when Drew gets a new (to him) vehicle next year. The little devil on my shoulder is busy preaching that, technically, a payroll deduction isn&#8217;t a loan and it isn&#8217;t credit.  The angel on my shoulder is busy reminding me that there&#8217;s nothing wrong with my PC laptop.  It&#8217;s still functioning (mostly) and I have most of the software on it that I need.<\/p>\n<p>Drew usually inherits my old laptops when I upgrade but he&#8217;s started murmuring about a revolt.  He too wants a MacBook.  Of course, he wants the 17in Pro while I want the 15in Pro.  My current PC laptop is a 17in. and I find it too big for my liking.  Two laptops before that I had a 13in and I didn&#8217;t like it as much as I thought I would&#8230;Off topic again. I know.  I just can&#8217;t seem to make a decision.  Perhaps it&#8217;s a good thing.  The longer I wait, the less likely I am to buy the new laptop.  The more I&#8217;ll be able to curse Vista and stop around complaining about my Dell.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe the new Mac is a good idea after all&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Despite the missing job title\/pay scale\/etc. in my offer letter, I re-signed my contract. I&#8217;m keeping my fingers and toes crossed that this ends up being a good idea as I&#8217;m now committed through to mid-May 2009. No going back to work in the private sector for another year. I&#8217;m just going to sit here [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-669","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-its-a-living","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/669","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=669"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/669\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=669"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=669"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/screamingpages.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=669"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}