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    Scribbled down on September 1st, 2008 by she
    Posted in Random Burbling

    Considering that it took us until yesterday to see Indiana Jones 4, I’m the last person who should be commenting on movie-going experiences.  I’m falling back on the excuse that I just wasn’t all that interested in the latest installment of the Indy series and decided to wait until it hit the cheap seats before doling out any $$ to see it. So much for our hard earned movie junkie titles of the past.  We haven’t been traveling to the theatres very often of late (exemption: Hellboy II).  Waiting for the movie to be released on DVD seems to be the modus operandi du jour.

    Yesterday we decided to take a break from the garage build and drive out to the local discount theatre to see Indy.  Well, it was more like I gave in.  I wanted to see Prince Caspian or Iron Man.  Drew was adamant about seeing Indy.  We so rarely disagree on which movies we’re going to see and he’s been hard at work on the garage forever. I agreed to see his preferred movie.  I was dreading the experience. I had such fond memories of seeing Indy movies with my dad when I was a kid.  I loved the movies, the music, the storylines and the silliness.  I didn’t want my memories tarnished by a movie made many years later.  Some things are sacred.  Like childhood. You can never really go back again.

    If you do, you shouldn’t do it at the early afternoon matinee showing of a movie on a long weekend!

    Yeah.  I’m a idiot.  Not only did I agree to go see Indy 4 (sadly disappointing) but I also agreed to see it as a matinee instead of a midnight showing.  Glutton for punishment.  That’s me.

    This is a good time to mention that despite popular belief amongst our friends, Drew and I do not hate children.  We just don’t want any of our own.  We do, however, adore our godson and various children of friends.  We love to spoil them rotten and then hand them back to their parents.  All that good stuff.  I don’t want to get into a childfree vs. parenting rant so let’s just leave it at that for the time being.

    Children are, while discomforting, fine in our books.  Our problem is with some (not all) parents.  Breeders actually.  There’s a big difference between breeders and parents.  Parents teach their children social norms.  They give their children everything they need, but not necessarily everything they want.  They teach them that it’s OK to fail; it’s making the attempt that’s important.  Parents hand down morals and values.  Through their parents children learn that they are a small segment of a larger world around them.  In my experience Breeders are self-involved.  They could care less about the world around them – they’re far more interested in being lauded for the wondrous performance of plopping out kids.  They shove others out of their way with their giant strollers and teach their children that nothing matters other than fulfilling their immediate desires.  Their kids learn that they’re “special” and more important than others.  Their mantra appears to be “look at my kid, he matches my couch.”

    Behind us in the movie theatre was a set of Breeders and their 4 kids.  From the moment we sat down until the end of the movie, the kids loudly babbled away through the movie.  At points their voices were so loud that others in the theatre couldn’t hear the dialog.  While everyone around them (us, the couple sitting next to us, the family sitting behind them, and the couple sitting beside them) tried the tried and true method of shushing the kids, they continued to babble non-stop.  Why didn’t they quiet down during the movie?  Perhaps it had something to do with the fact that dear old dad was happily talking – at a normal voice level and with no attempts to whisper – to the kids throughout the movie.  One of the children spent the movie kicking the back of Drew’s seat.  No attempts to ask the child to stop were successful.  More annoying than a small child kicking your seat was the father kicking the back of mine throughout the movie.  Can’t expect a kid to behave when they’re watching daddy dearest do the exact same thing throughout the movie.  Twice the alarm on his watch beeped and flashed for two minutes.  Loudly.  He made no attempt to turn off the alarm.  His expensive fancy schmantzy watch was doing exactly what it was designed to do.  Call attention to it’s owner.

    What was mom doing during all of this?  Smiling indulgently at the children.  No reprimands.  No explanation as to why everyone around them was *shushing* them repeatedly.  The kids asked why.  Repeatedly.  In their outside voices. We couldn’t help but hear them.  Must have been a completely new experience.  Rather than explain social norms and tell the kids to be quiet (other than the standard “ooohs” and “awwws”) and wait until the end of the movie to ask their questions, they studiously ignored the question.  It’s the only question the children asked that daddy didn’t respond to during the entire movie.

    If I’d been at the normal theatre and paid 13$ for my ticket I’d have immediately launched out of my seat and demanded a refund from the management.  Having only paid a dollar to attend and not really caring about the movie, I just couldn’t be bothered.  Management at this particular theatre wouldn’t have made the attempt to placate angry customers.  I’ll never go back to a matinee.


    the post you’ve all been waiting for

    Scribbled down on August 31st, 2008 by she
    Posted in Random Burbling

    Perhaps not.

    I have finally found a few moments peace wherein I can post photos of the garage build. It’s lengthy and has a lot of pictures.  Click below the fold to check them out.

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    so this is what it’s like to be grown-up

    Scribbled down on August 29th, 2008 by she
    Posted in It's a Living

    I’ve finally come to the realization that some things are beyond of my control and that no matter how much I might want others (or a project) to succeed, sometimes you just have to let those around you fail.  For years I have accepted responsibility and accountability for things well outside my scope because others were unwilling or unable to finish a job.  I’d work myself to the bone to meet crazy deadlines.  I allowed others to accept acknowledgement and kudos for work I’ve completed.  I told myself if was enough to know that a project was completed on time, on budget, and that the results were all that mattered.

    It’s a character flaw.  I can’t stand to walk away or to fail if there’s anything I can do to prevent it.

    That likely explains why I’ve spent the last few weeks trying to do my best to mitigate a series of actions that were neither my design nor a result of anything I’d done or could control.  I’ve worked countless hours of overtime identifying potential problems and laying out possible solutions.  I’ve made myself sick trying to mitigate the damage I know is coming down the pipe.  Having been blocked at every turn I now need to learn to say those pain filled words – “This is not my job.  You made the mess; you clean it up”.

    And tomorrow I need to look for a new job.  This isn’t a healthy environment for me to be in.  I love many of my co-workers but it’s no longer enough.


    Tuesday Blues

    Scribbled down on August 26th, 2008 by she
    Posted in It's a Living

    I took my fill-in boss’ advice and stayed home from work today. After working way too much OT last week and spending chunks of my weekend putting out fires, I really did need a break. My ability to hold a coherent thought has pretty much gone out the window and my ulcer is acting up.  I’m sure it’s all stress related but I feel like pooh.  Of course a 4 day weekend break would have been better than a Tuesday break. Beggars can’t be choosers though.

    Staying home doesn’t mean I’m not working. I can’t help myself. Type A work-a-holic; that’s me. I’m working from the comfort of my home office – putting out today’s batch of fires and throwing in my two cents everywhere – while attempting to convince myself that I don’t need a new iPod today. My old iPod finally bit the dust and I’m eyeing a replacement this week.  I can’t purchase it until next week though.  I have to wait for my allowance.  Can’t use family money.  Must use my own.  Or so I’m trying to convince myself.

    It’s noon and I’m already bored out of my gourd.  I can’t stand not working when I’m perfectly healthy.  I have no idea what to do with myself in these situations.  If I’m not careful I might succumb to the urge to be a keener and start working through the course readings for my Enviro Chem class.  Classes start back up next week and I have the textbook and reading lists sitting less than 5 feet from my desk.

    Or maybe I’ll pick apples from the apple tree.  I can bring a bunch to co-workers in the morning.

    UPPERDATE: If I had gone to work today my day would be over and I’d be in my truck heading home.  Instead I’m on a “sick day” and have put in at least 4 hours of work, including fielding calls and emails from the office.  Not a horrific day by any standards but I think Drew’s annoyed I didn’t spend the day in bed trying to catch up on my sleep.  I am very tired – mostly mental and emotional exhaustion – and will need to toddle off to bed early tonight.  Hopefully our dinner friends will be of a similar mind and willing to call it an early night tonight.


    wonderful news – for Whedonite TV junkies

    Scribbled down on August 25th, 2008 by she
    Posted in Flan-dom

    Nathan Fillion‘s pilot for Castle has been picked up by ABC and is scheduled to air in 2009. When we saw Nathan at the Fringe, Castle was mentioned a few times with lots of hoping and wishing that it would get picked up. Here’s hoping that Castle will be more successful than Drive was.

    Speaking of mid-season replacement shows, Joss Whedon‘s Dollhouse will air it’s first episode in Jan 2009 *woot*

    As to what the rest of my favourite crew is up to: I got my Summer Glau/Sarah Connor Chronicles fix this week when we picked up Season One on DVD.  In a few short weeks Season One of Chuck will be released.  You can never have enough Adam Baldwin… With the sad news that Jewel Staite‘s regular gig on Stargate: Atlantis has disappeared (Sci-Fi cancelled Atlantis), the news about Castle was very welcome.

    Add Series 4 of Dr. Who and the first two seasons of Torchwood to the mix and Drew and I will have lots of great viewing when the snow arrives and it becomes too cold outside to move.