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    Scribbled down on May 3rd, 2010 by she
    Posted in new leaf

    Haven’t managed too much running since doc cleared me to try small amounts. first week was 1x4s (1 minute walking, 1 minute running x4) for a max of 4 minutes, 3 times a week. I only managed to get out twice.

    This week I’m allowed to do 1×6 but have only managed to get out running once so far. I also only managed 5 minutes. My knee began to ache a little and I really didn’t want to risk damaging it. It’s been rainy these past few days and I’m far too nervous about running in poor conditions (overcast is fine, rain not so much) because I’m worried about slipping and possibly damaging my knee. Rehab has taught to take everything slowly… one stair step at a time.

    I’m also running out of clothes to wear to work. I think I need to look for a pair of pants (or two) this week. The ones I’m wearing today can be pulled on and off without unbuttoning them. Not something that I want in a pair of dress pants. They just make me look frumpy. Time for them to be replaced and donated.

    I have the same “problem” with a few pairs of jeans but I don’t mind it so much with them. I just wear a nice wide belt with them. Doesn’t look as nice with dress pants though…


    odd jealousy

    Scribbled down on April 30th, 2010 by she
    Posted in new leaf

    A few months back I inspired my boss – a slightly larger woman than I was when I started on the new lifestyle plan – to lose weight. She’s been eating really well, but not exercising much, for the past 2 months. She’s lost about 1/2 of what I have but looks like she’s lost 10x the amount. Overall we’re probably losing at about the same rate. I know it’s all about body shapes and that we’ve got completely different shapes. Still, I can’t help feeling a tinge of jealousy when I saw her in her new jeans and blouse today. I hope I can start looking as good as she does soon!

    Rehab tonight. I’ve managed to increase the time I can stand on one leg without falling (or, putting the other foot down for balance & support) from 12 seconds to 66s (left) and 95s (right). I’m working towards 2 minutes per leg. However, I have a feeling doc will up the time limit/goal as soon as I manage to make it to the 2 minute mark.

    I’ve discovered the degree of difficulty relating to the swiss ball/soccer ball exercise is proportional to the looseness and thickness of the material the pants I am wearing is made of. In baggy jeans, I struggle not to drop the ball. In running pants or shorts, I don’t have as many problems. Guess I should wear shorts or running pants exclusively when doing my rehab exercises.


    Slowly starting to run again

    Scribbled down on April 25th, 2010 by she
    Posted in new leaf

    Very excited so I just had to share.

    Admittedly, it wasn’t much. I consider it a huge coup to have gotten cleared by my physiotherapist to do 1 &1s (run 1, walk 1) for five reps this week. Provided I don’t experience any knee pain that is.

    I was cleared to walk 15 mins at a time last week.

    Xrays came back with no bone spurs under patella and no torn ligaments, tendons, or cartiledge (sp?) issues.

    Feels like lots of progress is being made. Still not a fan of the modified squats she has me doing with swiss ball & soccer ball. Seems to be helping to strengthen the supports around my knee though.


    Wibbly Wobbly

    Scribbled down on April 20th, 2010 by she
    Posted in new leaf

    The new exercise I was assigned for knee rehab last week was to place a balance ball (Swiss ball) against a wall and a soccer ball between my knees. With my back against the balance ball, I squat down pressing my knees together to hold the soccer ball in place. Thank goodness I only have 40 reps to do per day at the moment because I can barely stand when it’s over! And that’s after breaking the 40 into two groups of 20 per the doc’s recommendation.

    The remaining exercises are other stretches that aren’t too difficult to manage. Perhaps because I have walls to hold on to in order to balance.

    The one rehab exercise I’m really having trouble with is standing on one foot for 2 minutes at a time. Sadly, I must report that I can manage about 30 seconds on my good leg and only 12 on my bad leg. My ankles seem to be all wibbly wobbly and I become so afraid of falling that I end up putting my other foot down to support me. I have a feeling the doc will have me doing this exercise for eons.

    Walking is still a bit of a challenge. Doc has given her ok to a max of 15 minutes (continuous) walking per day. For the first few days I was suprised I could barely manage 8 mins. Not even a half mile. Was a bit of an eye opener for someone who was used to routinely doing 2 mi (3.2 km) on a lazy day (weight lifting days) or 4 mi (6.4 km) in an hour on a non-weights day.

    I did manage the full 15 minutes last night but my pace was pretty slow. I only managed 0.9 mi (1.44 km). No wonder she set limits.

    Of course, it’s much easier to walk than it is to try to manage the stairs or run. I’m pretty much at the end of my abilities after a single set of stairs these days. And of course, managing going downstairs is far more difficult than going up.

    Ice is still my friend. Doc says that there’s still a lot of swelling and water on the knee. Managing mostly without painkillers or anti-inflammatories now. With a few odd exceptions, my knee has settled into a dull ache as opposed to sharp, throbbing pain.

    All in all, I’m actually pretty impressed with me. I’m actually doing my assigned exercises and not trying to rush back in to the fray. Almost completely out of character for me. Perhaps it was the doc’s “worst case scenario” pronouncement of knee surgery being required in 10 years that has made me pull back and try to do everything she says. If I can strengthen the muscles around the patella enough, she’s suggested that I may be able to put off the knee surgery (according to doc it will happen, it’s just a question of when) for an extra 20-30 years.

    Obviously the weight loss train has slowed down a bit. Other than my rehab exercises and arm/back/shoulder/abs weight lifting work, my exercise routine is next to non-existent. I’m still managing about a 1lb loss a week, down from 2lb, so I’ve had to re-adjust my gifts to me presents time goal markers to accommodate this change. My bank account is probably extremely happy with this turn of events since it means I won’t need to buy knew clothes as frequently. Still on track to be a healthy weight by Christmas.

    Here’s hoping I can keep up the weight loss at a steady pace while my knee rehabs. I’d like to get from obese to overweight by the end of July (-8lbs) and to a healthy weight range by Christmas (an additional loss of 30lbs). Pretty much everything after that will be vanity directed.


    On the mend

    Scribbled down on April 16th, 2010 by she
    Posted in new leaf

    Doc cleared me to walk for 15 minutes at a time. If I walk on a treadmill I’m not to use the incline option but the weather is finally clearing so I think I do my walking outside.

    I do have to complete 40 reps of my newly assigned exercise before I can go walking and have to immediately ice my knee once the walk is done. Of course I still have to keep doing the other 4 exercises she’s assigned as well.

    I’m hoping I’ll get cleared to go back to Curves when I see her next week. I expect the leg machines will still be out of the question, but I should be able to manage to “rest” stations now. In the meantime, I’m still lifting weights (arms, back, shoulders, abs) 3x a week. If you can call the piddly 15-25lbs I’m managing lifting. Hoping to graduate to higher weights some day.