I do not know how to play the game
Scribbled down on November 10th, 2008 by she
Posted in Learning & Education
I’ve always been a fan of informal learning. Curiousity and all that. I love reading and exploring. Libraries provide near instant access to a wealth of available published data through digital catalogs and access to online peer-reviewed journals. The Internet provides us with excellent methods to connect with experts and engage in conversations. Conferences provide access to alternate opinions and other’s constructions. I find I learn more from conversations with others in my fields of interest than I ever have struggling through a formal learning environment and reading preselected textbooks. Conversations – written and spoken – provide an opportunity for exploration of our own constructions and biases.
Unfortunately for me, the world requires we jump through hoops and prove we’ve learned something in a more formal manner. Otherwise known as *ptooey* credentialism. Of late I’ve come to believe that formal education is more about biulding and maintaining social class systems than it is about exploring and constructing new knowledge on an individual basis.
I, as always, struggle with the concept of learning in a classroom (face-to-face or online) environment. While I’ve discovered that I prefer an online environment to a face-to-face setting – mostly because it provides ample time for reflection and forces me to explain my core beliefs and understanding in a written method – I still balk at some of the more formal constructs that are included in instructor led courses.
Twice since I’ve returned to university I’ve encountered profs who assign a reading or assignment and pose a broad topic question for which we are to provide a response. No other instructions are provided and, up until I receive feedback, reading outside sources is not expressly forbidden at the onset of the assignment. Both times I’ve received feedback indicating that it’s not appropriate to go outside of the assigned readings and incorporate other materials into the responses. Once I was told that I’d “over researched” a paper because I’d included three outside references in it. Most recently I was advised that by encorporating the research/theory of an individual not mentioned in the text or assigned reading in my response that I’d gone off topic. My error? I cited an alternate model of another researcher in the field (Ross) to help define my position.
Confused? Me too. I’m still attempting to understand how it can be possible to “over research” a topic simply by seeking alternate points of view on which to base my opinion.
This attitude towards learning and assignments strikes me as extremely detrimental to learning. To me, it appears to assume that the learner has no previous knowledge of a topic, or no ability to find alternate sources on which to base a new construct, and is entirely reliant on an all-knowing specialist for direction and substance.
And yet, as students in a formal learning environment, we are dependant on our profs. Not necessarily for our knowledge, but for grades upon which future dreams (i.e. access to Grad school programs) may be dependant.
I’ve yet to fully comprehend why formal education, at least in the undergrad level, is so structured and unbending. Have we not yet reached a point where informal or constructivist learning is accepted outside of Grad school?
There is one bright spot in all this; I have this prof again next semester. As I’m learning his expectations of his students I’m learning what I need to do to fare better in his future classes. Of course, that begs the question, how ethical is it to “jump through a profs hoops” rather than following one own path to learning?
In truth, what I am learning in these situations is when and how to subvert my own needs to search out alternate research and construct my own beliefs about a topic in order to parrot the beliefs of the instructor. Honestly, what type of learning is that?
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November 10th, 2008 at 5:41 pm
Jump through the hoops – get the degree to get ahead and then learn your own way.
If anything most traditional education teaches you how to follow and match people’s expectations.
November 10th, 2008 at 7:21 pm
I jumped through the hoops to get my Master’s and did the thesis option to ensure that I had some control over my field of study. I must say that I use very little of what I learned at university, and I only graduated 10 years ago. Since then I have had three jobs/roles, done about 100 different projects and learned a hell of a lot. Much of my learning has come through my blogging. If the degree is important, I would say that you should jump through the hoops and then get on with your life. If it’s not important, do something better with your time. Life is short. The graphic on this page puts it all in perspective:
http://life-slc.org/?page_id=124
November 10th, 2008 at 7:37 pm
I think there’s a reason we do undergrad degrees when we’re (usually) young and (again, ususally) don’t have as much confidence in expressing our own thoughts. It’s all easier to stomach then.
Don’t get me wrong. As a teacher, I know sometimes there are answers I want to get. And it does irk me when I ask for a 3 page paper using your own ideas and I get a 6 page paper with four sources (at high school, all improperly cited if at all – usually cut and paste, which is another issue) because that means you didn’t do the assignment I wanted. If I ask for your own ideas, it probably means I’m marking you on how you defend them in your own words, not somebody else’s.
I remember being in grad school and having to defend my own ideas for the first time. That was cool. But isn’t it odd that we don’t do that before a graduate degree?
I also did the thesis option. I think I would have chosen coursework had it been offered – I liked the courses, I liked the discussion and exchange of ideas. The thesis was hard, as I don’t do big independent projects very well. I need a deadline imposed upon me.
Anyway, hoops suck, I agree – just make sure you know what you’re being evaluated on.
November 10th, 2008 at 10:04 pm
That’s why I didn’t finish my bachelor’s degree: too much hoop-jumping, not enough learning and exploration. I also felt that if I were going to be prepared to simply parrot back the words of whomever was in charge at the moment, I shouldn’t have to pay quite so damn much.
In America, it’s possible to have some of your life learning (job experience, et cetera) applied toward a degree, at some colleges and universities. Check to see if the same thing is possible at your uni…or if they do indeed want all students to go through all of their discrete steps.
If getting the degree is important to you, be a stickler in courses. Nail down every single provision when doing an assignment. Make sure to ask ahead of time – especially on these things for which you’re getting dinged. When a professor gets annoyed and asks why you’re asking all these questions, tell them that you’ve had difficulties before with not understanding the scope *and limitations* of a particular assignment – you want to do the desired job and give the prof what they are expecting. They’ll either understand, and provide clearer directions; or they’re just like some bosses you’ll have throughout your life: they expect you to read their mind. (I’ve found that while those types of bosses/teachers are definitely the minority, they do exist. And just as Wednesday Addams said of homocidal maniacs – “They look like everyone else” – so with these bosses / professors.)
November 20th, 2008 at 7:27 pm
I found your post comments while searching Google. Very relevant especially as this is not an issue which a lot of peaople are conversant with….
November 26th, 2008 at 11:55 pm
I can’t believe that I missed your point, I will have to do some research on this….